Hi everybody,

I am not a native speaker!

I am dealing with a situation that is a kind of weired:

I created a business creating enough cashflow I dont have to work on a daily basis... and now I am learning that I am bored very deeply by life because I dont have any structured daytime or daily responsibilites.

I reinvested the free cashflow of my business to make it better. So I dont have a large amount of free capital to spend for traveling, new hobbys, consume or anything else. I prefer to proper up my balance sheet to have solid equity in my business. So I can not make large steps.

So I am earning a fair amount of money each month without any work. But I am bored. I have too much time.

And this free time is brining up my sticking points in life up to the surface.

- I am successful but I am not that succesfull, that I am able to say "Okay, I made it!"

- I am making money, but not that much money, that I am able to spend big.

- I have no daily routine. Justing killing time. No direction, no responsibilities, no meaning. Just sitting there and just counting the money I made a day.

- No kids. No family. I had a very selfish life without responsibility for others.

- No love. Regular seductions, affairs and one night stands. That´s fine. But it start´s to bore me. No meaning. Just sex, goodbye.

- A lot of women in my life (my business is about women) but no special girl.

- No goals. Really, when I am honest, I have no real goals. No goals with meaning. Just making more money.

- No hobbys. I am just interested in what I am doing in my business life. That is eating up my life. I never be able to take "a vacation off myself" and just doing things that are fun.

Honestly, I am 36 years old, I have nothing to complain or to whine about. Other people may would kill for my life. But there is no meaning. I need real goals. I need responsability. Real responsability.

I need a change to something significant. And to more real responsability. I need a significant goal.